Tuesday, December 1, 2009


There is something I have wanted for about 3 years. We have discussed buying this "want" but it is expensive. I know if we bought it we would look back and know we enjoyed it and be happy BUT buying it puts other dreams on hold. We decided awhile ago that we would have to say no to this "want." I am okay with that. But I am not sure my subconscious understands. This morning I woke up from a dream where some friends of ours had bought said "want." I was so excited because it is something I can borrow or rent from them. In my dream, I felt it was a better fit for this family anyway. :)
Maybe I haven't really let go of this "want" yet.


Duo Na said...

I have a "want" that I think I told you about a while ago. I really, really, really want it but after listening to an online JBC sermon something that was said has made me realize I should not really want this "want." It was "desires and wants can be put into two categories. One that would be pleasing to God and one that would not be pleasing to God." I know my "want" must fit into the latter. :o(

I hope your dream comes true though and that you have friends who buy your want so you can still enjoy it. Love you!

Ryan said...

I'm so curious! What is it?
(from Amy, I just realized that I'm logged in as Ryan :( )

momaof4 said...

Oh I'm curious too! Did we buy this want :0 Just kidding. Hee, hee